One day, a crowd of 10,000 people forms spontaneously to listen to a speech. Miraculously, the exact particular shape of the crowd somehow allows it to become conscious and self aware! The crowd has a terrible thought – what will happen when it dies? It can’t possibly accept that it will cease to exist, but before it can even finish the thought, the crowd dissipates and everybody goes home. There is no more crowd.
I am the collective spirit of that crowd, the sum of all their communication and interactions become self aware, their herd mentality. All of our cells are computational super molecules working together as a crowd that will one day dissipate and go home